Quite Frankly...

Things are pretty premature in some situations so I will leave those for when i know officially what the outcome will be.

The fact of the matter is, I have a pretty slick mouth. I say some things to people when i am agitated by idiocracy. No seriously... I have learned to say what's on my mind, because once i say it. It's said, there are no regrets of " Maybe i should have said this". I think i have just out grown the situation all together. I think that i am just ruled by emotions on an endless continuum. I am a psych major. So when i can't get into someone's head and walk around it bothers me. I am just used to people telling me the truth, no matter how effed up it is. I have no reason to lie about the things that i do, and i don't. I keep things 100% with everyone i encounter. I don't regret the open letter, i am glad that i wrote it, and I am glad that you thought i was" deep"... It isn't what you say, it's what you do. Rather than being engaging about the topic, you'd rather dodge it and be aloof. I can't make the excuse anymore, the conclusion is this A. You really don't care, or B. You're emotionally retarded. Either way, I'm done... lol AND I KNOW I SAY THIS EVERY OTHER DAY, but it's kinda not fair to set impossible standards. It's been real, but I gotta do what's best for me. I'm a beautiful girl, who deserves more. I always made fun of the guys who were busted, but cared about me. I am smiling as i write this, because you know what looks don't matter, you can still be effed up no matter how you try to fix the outside...You're still effed on the inside. You never had my heart, so don't be cocky. You were just in the right place at the right time. * I'd rather be nice about this, and not even get mad. It's partially my fault, so whatever. I guess...