Underneath it all...
I just like the concept of layers that people have. We all have different levels of knowing someone, because people very rarely divulge everything to you.
So I lost my Verizon phone yesterday, going to get a new one today. It won't be like super phone or anything, but it will be a functional. I have a sidekick too, so i'm good! My Thanksgiving was spent awesomely! In DC With La Familia Family Reuninon style. I love them, because when everything is said and done we are all we got! I can't wait til someone has a wedding! We are gonna do it so Big! LOL. What I am thankfuk most for is the ability to Love. I am so much more open to people these days! I'm Thankful that i didn't flat out give up, when everything seemed to be too much! I am so glad that things are working out.
I also decided that the open letter is now null and void. The ship has sailed and I'm happy meeting the new sailors. Nothing worth having is ever easy, but this was just beyond ridiculous. Maybe I will find that things are much better without even entertaining the idea of friendship!Too much water is under the bridge and seriously if i continue on this path of confusion I might just drown! I'm Thankful for all my friends who encourage me daily, and reaffirm that i deserve a lot better. The fact is i do, so i am officially done making things work, Whatever else is up to you. I don't want to be offical girl, because quite frankly even I can't fix this effed up mess.I have washed my hands and what is not talked about only festers.
So in conclusion i am Thankful for Family. Friends. Love. MY SANITY!
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