Sunday, November 9, 2008

If he don't like how I'm actin'

.... I tell him bye.
How you gone play a playa
You know how playa's rock
Game recognize game
and i been runnin' game a lot.
Never get caught in a lie
cross my heart and hope to die....


credit has to go to Hurricane Chris for that one. I'm a lonestar like Texas, meaning i am single. Although i was single before, I am experiencing a whole new side of being single. Before I got to college i was soooo friggin wild. I was afraid of rejection, but then again who isn't. I do not like the word "No"... I hate it, so i limit the oppurtunities for it to be said to me! Basically when you are on top of your game. No one can say no to you. If you go in for a job interview and all your credentials are in order they are less likely to tell you no than if your stuff was all screwed up. I think that people are taking this whole relationship thing too seriously! I am not! I once cized things like " OOOO"..." AAWWW", not so much these days. I don't want to be in a relationship. I want to be single. Even though there is like no safety net in being single, I don't need someone to save me from me. I just need a companion ( lol @ shawny) but yeah i just need someone to have those real talk conversations with from time to time. I hate things when they are superficial!I need depth and let's face it some people are just about as deep as a kitchen sink. Give me depth and i will do my best to match it.. I guess i am due to have a conversation with my favorite HU Actor ( Wink, Wink)... lol... always entertaining always thought processing... Always something to look forward to.

1 comment:

Healingprose said...

Don't be hatin'! Companions are the shiz.

Anyway, I feel you. There's less drama without the relationship attachment (in most cases). So just do what you do best! Stay pimpin'!!