Swagger on a hundred,thousand,trillion....

Swag...

You may not have heard about Swag, and that was unintenional. He just was not as significant as others have been. He had so much potential... but there was drama from the gate. You know that broad that went around spreading rumors and lies on me... well he was her ex. He was pretty significant to her as well... I think by now we should give her a name, and I will call her Badger, because well...she looks like one. Anyway. Swag was Badger's ex and I somehow always love trouble, and I find myself in it often.

ANYWAY... I was going to this event out of town a few months ago. And I decided to randomly message him, he was going to the same event so we said we'd see each other. Anyways didn't see him,My girl Vixen saw him he saw her and it looked as though he was looking for me. hmmm... i message him, about how maybe if we had each other's numbers then we would have been able to meet up... Numbers are exchanged as well as a few text messages here and there. I wanted to hang out, we'd make plans, he'd always come up with something he had to do. I knew that he was a busy guy, because I had been there during the duration of his relationship with the Badger.Anyway never hung out, never hit me up... But now you feel some type of way???

The night I hooked up with Thing 1, I had contacted him, and wanted to hang out... but you guessed it, he wasn't trying to hang out. If you go back and read "Stranger things have happened", you will see that rather than calling me, he called Thing 1, ha it all encircles each other right? He wasn't really trying to get to know me, or chill with me, but then you find out your boy got with me you feel slighted? I guess I was supposed to wait for him. NEWS FLASH... I'm not waiting for you!

So long story short guys, please don't be salty when you find out that a girl was really doing the damn thing and you was tryna sleep. Be upset with yourself, but don't take it out on her. Take it out on yourself! Don't even get mad at your boy, you both had the same oppurtunity. He just knew what he wanted and went for it... I am in no way obligated or ever was obligated to Swag. Sure I liked him, or maybe was just attracted to him, but he wasn't doing anything to try to further the realtionship, it was just a flirtation. Nothing more, and nothing less.

Thought of the day: Smuts

So, Everyone loves a smut. STAMPED... However, I'm not sure I want to be a smut. The life a smut leads is very entertaining for a plethora of reasons. She always has a story to tell. She walks a thin line between being found out and keeping her shit low key. She can have a nigga on deck in no time. Thing is, half the females on this planet have smutted, considered smutting, or are smutting right now.There are very few who have remained good girls, and don't get loose ever every once in awhile. You don't just become a smut and go back to being a good girl though. Once a smut, always a smut. That's like a a recovering crackhead is always a crackhead, when the vice is present their bodies shiver and shake trying to fight it. Is sex too, not an addiction?

And it was said Best in the interlude " The Morning After"

" She ain't a hoe, she just knows what she wants out of life"-andre 3000

He got swag!

Swag... How i love it, I mean that's not all that comes into play when selecting a guy. I mean swag, or lack there of swag says a lot. I love it, swag is not just what a guy is wearing it is like his "Je ne sais quois" (translation: i don't know what) like it's the way he talks, the way way he walks, his intellect. I love it, I am attracted to guys who are confident,and smart. Yeah you will never catch me in the trap tryna pull a hood figure. No, that's just not me. Although, I could. I choose to talk to a dude who is legit(as we all should).
Females fall into this trap of thinking they need a thug or an Ain't Sh*t Nigga, that's all well and good when you 18 cause we all go through that phase. As a college student, I am studying to get my degree and I want a guy achieving the same goals as me. I don't know nothing about no all white bricks, so I won't pretend to be hood, I ain't NUNU lol.

Anyway swag is great, and It would be awesome if everyone had it, but they don't and if you have the swag of a young man who is about something in life, then YOU GO BOY!!!