HollabackGirl

Again I went out of town this past weekend, I ate more than i needed to and enjoyed life for awhile, before i got into the thick of finals and other stressful events.
Anyway, I hadn't talked to thing 1 in a few days(besides a status I had posted on my facebook) Anyway I had gotten a little bored so i decided to text him... A few minutes go by and I recieve a text back.

Thing 1: Don't wanna talk right now.

I proceeded to show my cousins because I was thoroughly offended, I tend to take things personal. They were like " Whoa, where did that come from" and as we are discussing the situation, minus some small details, you know like the fact we have crazy sexual chemistry. Anywho in the midst of this he sends another text.

Thing 1: Nothing against you.

So this makes me feel better, I just replied " Gotcha, it's cool." No need to get all into the dude's business or do the whole pity thing. I don't do that A. Because each guy is different, and B. A lot of people don't like you to feel bad for them. So I did what one of my teachers told me. K.I.S.S Keep It Simple Sweetheart. I basically said I understand and I took no offense without being wordy with it.I didn't say " Hope you ok." Or any other corny statement, because I don't think we are at that level where we really care about each other's well being. I think he knows that even though I act a particular way, I really am sensitive. I just appreciated the thought, and that's progress. I am still doing what I do,I still have a few guys on deck. There is this guy Lousiana, that I have to talk about next!

Until then...

The one who started it all...

Okay so, I hadn't seen number one in a really long time... in fact. I haven't talked to him since like December! I sometimes miss the kid! He wasn't the best, he wasn't the worst. Okay... I was trying to be nice with the last statement...Seeing as I was a virgin at the time. I wasn't really sure how the whole sex thing worked, and what it was supposed entail.

I mean foreplay and all was standard, and one turn off is this... Guys please be well versed in taking off bras, I mean this lame. UGH... He didn't know how to... I wanted to scream..."I'M THE VIRGIN!!!!NOT YOU"!(or was he?) I was annoyed. But after that, it was okay. Missionary... I was a virgin, so i knew there shouldn't be any Olympics just yet.

Fast Forward... to the second time with him...

The same... okay, I'm not a virgin anymore, we can do more than have boring assed sex. This dude finally cums, but doesn't roll over. So I'm just looking like what the hell? When he is ready again, I take control of things, why? Because I did not get mine the first time around. I had to... and that's when Notorious Nikki was born, that's when I realized I could never have sex with him again.

I've had interesting experiences ever since... lol. I don't think you can handle my truths!