Showing posts with label Blah-se-Blah. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Blah-se-Blah. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Brand New....

So... Thing1 is not being brand new... he's being himself. Which i thoroughly expected and repeatedly told him. He didn't have to call me the next day, which he did. He didn't have to text me, which he did. He didn't have to do a lot, of things but you already guessed it... HE DID!!!So You was feeling some type of way, not to mention the conversation we had when both parties were sober. No one eats you out while saying " MMMMM" and other Sound effects... Then tries to play your life in front of his friends.

Like I said it wasn't meant to happen, and it will never happen again( as long as i am sober)... It just need not happen again.Especially the fact that he had the audacity to tell his little friends. Whom we will affectionately call,"Ballers and fallers"... the whole squad claims to have money and like they are balling outrageously stunting in their respective vehicles. Wearing fly clothes, and basically spending every waking moment in each others prescence.

Anyway, I wouldn't mind the fact that they knew what happened, after all i am putting it online for everyone to see, ( but you don't personally know me, nor can you see my face around campus!!)Anyway i suppose he tells them all when I am walking. I look over them by chance, and they are all in my face. U-G-H... What is wrong with these people. Not gonna lie, I knew that he was gonna talk, but at least use discretion enough not to do it when i am around! And tell your lookin ass friends to chill!

So No, I'm not trying to be cool with him. Even though the head was pretty good. I'm good on that thanks. I'm about to write a whole blog dedicated to all these Head givers out here... talking about i don't do that...Why you got to lie craig? Why you got to lie? lls. But as stated previously he is crazy, so yeah. No need to be sad and blue... cuz Niggas is hoes too!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Friday, March 27, 2009

Number 2 has a lot to prove... hmmmm

So where to begin... Ahhh I think I'll start here...

So there was this guy who I met my sophomore year, he was a freshman and it was no big deal, because he seemed like a cool kid and there was no attraction whatsoever.( On my part) So fast forward to Sept. 2008 he's still him, I'm still me. Except one day we actually have this conversation about my past . He is intrigued and reveals to me that he had written in my honesty box over the summer. So I'm like, ok and what did you say?... hmmm...ughh...that's okay I'll wait. He expects me to guess. I'm not one for guessing games. I was like whatever, I don't care. ( Even though i really wanted to know.) Then this dude is like **** TRUE STORY**** " I had like a crush on you". I thought that was cute, cause at the time I was dealing with the infamous dude from last semester.Any who, he was trying to get it in. I wasn't, cause I mean why? Just cause a dude likes you or says he does, don't mean for you to get all loose booty Judy on everyone. So at this point i was like, so what is it that you like about me. Some stuff about, I'm not smutting ...blah-se-blah. I'm thinkin' whatever.(It's just my mentality in general when it comes to guys)

He however is very persistent and I'm resistant. Plus I know there is something he is trying to keep on the low. I don't know ,maybe like the fact that he has a boo.( Did I say that?) Anyway makes me no difference, because I don't plan on ever sealing the deal. I go ahead and engage in mindless banter of the "what could be's and what ain't gone be's " we agree that we are going to be cool no matter what happens. (*lies, all lies!)

Months go by, and the answer still remained a resounding no.

We now are in 2009... Blame it on the Alcohol... Jamie Foxx just gave everyone a perfect excuse. Any way, things have changed drastically.Honestly I'm not gonna say that he is the only one acting dumb,I was too. I realized I was being rude, so i stopped being rude.It is what it is, and it's life. No need being sad and blue. I knew the situation and so did you.

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Update: So many wondered what went down in the first place... Here's part 1

Bust it wide open...

LOL... I realized that last semester i really did put things on blast via this website. I fully intend on continuing to put a lot out there. People are hilarious to me! Especially guys, I guess many feel salty, and some feel slighted, and i really genuinely could care less.Lol. So Buckle your seat belts I'm about to say some scandalous things.